Goodbye Chad, Hello Genechad, you're back, mixed emotions

Mixed emotions for having Genechad back and seeing a best friend for the last time in the next few years..


So I got out from work at aroud 11ish AM today, decided to text my college friend Chad for a meet up in Rob Galleria to get  my Genechad back and to wish him Bon Voyage too as he is leaving the country on Thursday to work in Dubai. (Originally planned on doing this tomorrow but since I may be with a drinking spree tomorrow, a sudden plan change happened) But I got no reply from him so I just decided to go home and dropped by to SM Fairview for a kinda time consuming window shopping [Heh! I'm single now, ane beh? lol] when I got a reply from Chad at around 12ish noon that he's okay for a meet up today, it's just that he'll be available at around 2PM pa, so, I had to wait, wait, wait [window shopping and coffee moment].


Blah blah blah, I just found myself checking Genechad inside the box where Chad placed him for transport, it's been more than a year since I last saw the guy and gawd Lord, I got scared / surprised at first because he definitely grew, but not that much, thinking  that the guy is already more than three years old. 


And yes, Genechad is a male, a male turtle - chad's pet [originally] but I am the one who took care of him during his first few months with us, just that, I was forced to return him to Chad when I went home and live with my family again after almost four years of being on my own - we have a kid at home, a bully, seems with ADHD type of kid, those kinds that you would really love to spank and yell at, and I wouldn't like it if I see him playing Genechad like the guy is one of his truck toys that he usually rides until it breaks. [Trak-trakan baga.]


Genechad, we got the guy early part of 2007, is a turtle, was a gift to Chad and to Me. I honestly don't like reptiles, only turtles, I mean Genechad is the only reptile that I like and came to love. I can't even stand looking at them. 
Unfortunately, having Genechad back also means saying goodbye to Chad, for now. Yeah, he's letting me take care of Genechad because he has to leave the country for a job in Dubai - too sad he's not gonna be in the mini-reunion our college friends is planning. But I plan on setting the reunion's date on his birthday, the 20th of December, so that even when he's thousands of miles away, we'd still put a smile on his face by having a celeb on our own. 
Chad: Webcam nalang while you guys are celebrating my birthday here. Hehe. 
*cries*
I will super miss him, he's actually one of my bestfriends during college, shared a lot of funny and laitan memories. Unbeatable funny and sweet memories. 


We will definitely miss you Syjongtian, take care and keep in touch!


And ow, btw, I'm size 7 for US size and 37.5 for euro size. LOL.
Aw, amishoo already chad! >.<
It's already 530PM and I'm still up, creating this entry, and still psyched that I have Genechad again, very much good timing to have a new pet at this point of time - when I just got out of a very exhausting break up. Heh!


He's the kind of boy who's not too shy
And I cant help but tell him he's my guy
He danced close to me like I hoped he would
Something tells me I'm into something good
-- I'm into something good, The bird and the Bee [Valentine's day OST]


Psyched much,
- MEG

Your Beeootch is back. ^_^

I am ooh soo back.. with a bang! So, waddup? Here, still addicted to CSI and HIMYM, BF broke up with me again (for the nth time, what is new?) and was cursed again like hell. Just for the record, he already quoted me as several kind of bitch :

- Alcoholic bitch
- High Class bitch (my fave so far)
- Packing Beeootch (what made me laugh the most. lol )
- Dirty bitch
and a lot more kind of bitch.

But what am I supposed to do? Am I really one? (Sometimes, I think.) But I'm actually more of a psycho. lol. I dunno, I'm 23 and I want to have fun - all i wanna do right now is to sleep, loose weight and drink all the beer that I can fill my body with. I guess, I really am better off alone, I mean single.

I am fallin' more inlove with Maroon 5, they are amazing. : )

Now I can't walk, I can't talk anymore
Since you walked out the door
And now I'm stuck, living out that night again
I'm not falling apart
-- Not fallin' apart, Maroon 5

That is a drunken but not so alcoholic biatch you will laugh at along the busy streets of O.C with her hot momma friend.

This, is the average-everyday bitch you get to walk with at the beautiful park of UP Science, Technohub.

There seems to be a big difference right? But for me, there's none, as long as she's happy with whatever she does, everything should be fine, just like me, vuuuuuuueeeeery fine! : )

A left behind but can still manage to be happy bitch,

- Meg

Weekend starter.

So I started my week-end off from from work with playing Rockband @ Mac's place. Then had some isaw nearby.. then fought w/ dear bf, again. Lol. Fell asleep right away the moment I got home and felt the temting comfort of my bed [bum much?] lol. Woke up at 12-ish midnight.. And so here I am, doodling, browsing, dl-ing songs, straming videos on the internet. Hay, lucky lucky me, net alredy exists in my generation. If i would have lived in the 60's, I must have gotten longer sleep, ate when I wake up and imagine abnormal things like an autistic person do. But, I am actually autistic, or a retard, maybe? who has sleeping and eating disorders, and a bad ass girlfriend: before I forget, BF called me insane this afternoon because of too much anger. It's okay though, I have been calling myself sisa since I can't remember when. Well I guess, I am just a douche who didn't get the chance to live in the 60's, and a loving, sensitive and freak GF.

But, since I'm a douche and not a dutchess, hand me some juts. lol. :P

 
 
 
Home on a friday night - lame, lame, lame me. Let's just smoke.. :D

Dreaming and happiness.

Photo taken at my place on the day that dear BF and I watched the movie Inception in SM Fairview then went home to my place for dinner. How's the movie? You know how to dream right?.. That's just all about it, the beauty of dreaming.


*happiness [on that day] but it went away the moment I woke up the following day.. I guess, I just posted this photo to remind me that sometimes, happiness are real - though they never lasts.


-ceesah

Bitchezzz!

It was a bit of a booring Friday afternoon for me, my shift just ended when I received an sms from my lovelife, "Ui, gala daw tayo nila lala!" 

I just found myself approaching a vehicle parked at Jollibee philcoa, inside it are my very awesome & dear funny friends, getting bored & hungry waiting for me..

And the rest, is history...

FIRST STOP: UP isaw ni Mang Larry

My lovelife, driving our way to UP isawan.

MUGSHOT: I definitely <3 Mang Larry!

Buchoy & ex GF Anna Luz [another awesome bitch], napadaan lang from a class.

"Commotion"

Lala: Ano sa tingin nyo?

Butchoy: Ehhhwan ko sayo.. hah!

Keith: Huh? What was this all about again?

L-O-L

NEXT:  Dezaato Pan, where Nix is spending time overloaading with Caffeine & world wide web.

formspring.me

Ask me anything, just don't ask me whether I am single or not. :D http://formspring.me/ceesah

We're turning twenty three months. : )

All smiles while I'm creating this entry. I just had a date with the bee-ef this afternoon. : )

Ate dinner at karate kid and watched Iron Man 2. See, I am very easy to please, i am so nice. (I know, right. :P) It was such a great movie, I can say that it's money's worth.. I like this virtual reality thingy that Tony Stark is using, the one that news channels here in P.I tried to copy last sucky election. I like the way big robots fight - yeah, I classify them robots. lol. The effects of how they destroy things.. I so like it. I'm amazed at how rich and brainy Tony Stark is.. Kind of admiring the character.. : ) And I saw the 2008 Iron Man movie so I kind of able to catch the story right away. If you haven't seen it yet, you better hit the cinema soon, you'll enjoy it if you watch it on a cinema instead of a pirated DVD or you can just wait for it to come out on DVD stores. : )

I also found out from IMDB that there's already a 3rd sequel of the movie, it's now under development, and only those premium member's of the website can view the complete details. Anyhow, I'm posting the link of it, just in case a premium member of the site happens to holla on this entry:

Iron Man 3

I'm starting to have a crush on Mr. Robert Downey Jr. Well, I can place him next to Mr. Johnny Depp's position in my Hollywood crushes. Yeee.. Ui,kilig! :P

*So much waiting for Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides, the new sequel showing in 2011.

I'm also posting some pix:

The gluttonous eater is enjoying her chicken teriyaki. *So ♥ chicken.

Paparazzi by Greyson Michael

Greyson Michael, what an amazing talent you have!

I was just checking on the current Y! News earlier this evening when I saw this article about a 12-year old guy from the U.S singing "paparazzi" by lady gaga. Out of curiousity, i checked the video and I got so amazed of his talent, he sings the song so passionately and plays the piano (w/c is my frustration) too. In his his Youtube channel, his about me says:

"I am very inspired by Lady Gaga and Augustana. Lady Gaga is a freak but she has so much talent and her style of music is what I would like mine to be when im older. Augustana is one of the most underated bands I think ever to step the planet. They have so much talent it is not funny. They have such a good concept with folk and rock. It is very sad that they are so unknown."

Also written in the article:

"Greyson is bona fide prodigy (as his lovely original piano compositions "Stars" and "Broken Hearts" on his YouTube channel demonstrate), and his talents are being celebrated on a national scale now that his "Paparazzi" video--in which he bangs out the piano ballad while his classmates look on in shock and awe, mouths agape--has gone viral. As of this writing, the video has gotten more than 36,000 views so far, and he's even been invited to perform on The Ellen DeGeneres Show" this Thursday."

:: Article Source

Also, let me try to upload a downloaded copy of the video from youtube. Enjoy! : )

amazed much,
-meg

BUM

So, I am officially out of U-verse and a senseless B.U.M.. ;0

Oh well, here comes the pointless days. Hm, as what I told Lala, a friend, i'll just give CVG a two-week leeway and if I didn't get any update, I'll resign. So demanding me. :p

And these are also the days that I am gaining more ridiculous weight. As much as I am hating it, but.. Maybe I am eating and sleeping more than the usual because I have more time to do it. : )

Days are getting unbearably hot, I need 'em ice cream ♥, I wan't to hit the beach e-v-e-r-y fuckin' day - but I can't, so I am just taking a bath 3 times/day + staying in an air-conditioned coffee shop with free wi-fi for almost half of the day (poor me, room doesn't have A.C ). Now, that sounds cool enough. : )

Anyway, I just wanna show guys a panorama of my wall now that I don't have a job. : )




B.U.M & earning more weight,
-meg

Pinas Election day 2010

“How can you exercise your right to vote and be a good citizen if the system sucks, only producing shit!”
- furious Filipino who is oh so excited to take his part in changing his country’s future but name is not on the voters list.

That's how exactly I felt earlier this afternoon when I went to the precinct that I thought where I’m supposed to exercise my right to vote. I should tell you, it’s (supposedly) my first time and I was so excited about it last Monday that I even planned on doing it first thing in the morning. Good thing I wasn't so serious about not getting some sleep anymore and head directly to my precinct straight from gala. And so, I woke up @ 4ish PM, got a heavy brunch (as always) and headed to the precinct. Good thing I saw my mom's friend there and assisted me to look up my name in those piles and piles of papers just to find nothing - my name is not in the voter's list. Son of a bitch!

I feel disappointed about the current system we have, though we are now having this unreasonably expensive automated system, the names of the voter’s are still listed in papers. Before you can proceed to the classroom where you’ll do the shading, you still have to check for your name on those piles of parers, sure you don’t wanna line up for couple of hours then find out that YOU CAN NOT VOTE. Right?

And so, to sum up the election day for me, I wasn’t able to vote!

First Post - Bitterness

"Everything happens for a reason.”
- yeah, i need positive vibes. shit, ftw, @$%%T^&&*(*)**%^^&GF!

And so I am re-opening a new blog by stating how irritated I feel right now. I am oh so irritated to the nth level, it’s in the same level of the current heat of this effin weather. And no, it’s not the short-term one. I have been feeling this way since yesterday morning, as early as 530 am (manila time) right before my shift ended, when i learned the result of our berlitz – a language proficiency oral exam. I know, i know, by now you’re thinking: how stupid! Ok ok, you can shout to the world how stupid I am. BUT I am not irritated because of that, I am because the boyfriend passed and I didn’t, I am not jealous though, just bothered about the idea of being in a different program. And I am more irritated with the fact that some one who can’t even construct a straight-correct grammar english sentence – passed that friggin’ assessment and I didn’t? What am I, a moron? *grr*

--- yeah, i know that sounds mean enough but gawd lawd, I’d rather be mean than stupid enough to think that I am no good.

Another reason is the fact that I am using my sis’ laptop right now, because mine is having a problem again. And so, I asked the boyfriend to take it home and attempt to have it fixed. And speaking of boyfriend, I know, these are the days where I am sending his life to hell – oh yeah, since he is the person that can stand to be with me for a whole straight 24 hours, he’s the first one to suffer all the bitterness I am feeling for the entire universe.

--- dear bf, if you’re reading this, I am sorry in advance. : )

bitter much and mean ass,
-meg