"Everything happens for a reason.”
- yeah, i need positive vibes. shit, ftw, @$%%T^&&*(*)**%^^&GF!
And so I am re-opening a new blog by stating how irritated I feel right now. I am oh so irritated to the nth level, it’s in the same level of the current heat of this effin weather. And no, it’s not the short-term one. I have been feeling this way since yesterday morning, as early as 530 am (manila time) right before my shift ended, when i learned the result of our berlitz – a language proficiency oral exam. I know, i know, by now you’re thinking: how stupid! Ok ok, you can shout to the world how stupid I am. BUT I am not irritated because of that, I am because the boyfriend passed and I didn’t, I am not jealous though, just bothered about the idea of being in a different program. And I am more irritated with the fact that some one who can’t even construct a straight-correct grammar english sentence – passed that friggin’ assessment and I didn’t? What am I, a moron? *grr*
--- yeah, i know that sounds mean enough but gawd lawd, I’d rather be mean than stupid enough to think that I am no good.
Another reason is the fact that I am using my sis’ laptop right now, because mine is having a problem again. And so, I asked the boyfriend to take it home and attempt to have it fixed. And speaking of boyfriend, I know, these are the days where I am sending his life to hell – oh yeah, since he is the person that can stand to be with me for a whole straight 24 hours, he’s the first one to suffer all the bitterness I am feeling for the entire universe.
--- dear bf, if you’re reading this, I am sorry in advance. : )
bitter much and mean ass,
-meg
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